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There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on
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Sunday, May 9, 2010
Yesterday's networking session at The Arena, Clarke Quay, got me thinking a little bit about whether i am contented because of a lack of knowledge on the things I want, or if i am really contented based on informed decisions. its tantamount to having a devil speaking from within me, whispering words of contend about my satisfaction about life and work."you're not happy with life. you just dont know what you want. youre earning too little. your current job is getting you no where. move.. Frankly, these thoughts did get into me as i saw how successful and high up the ranks people can get in the corporate world. In comparison, i see myself nowhere near there given my seemingly "frog in the well" life that i'm leading though deep in my heart i clearly know i have progressed tremendously throughout these 2 years with the grace of God. In a way, i think i haven't challenged myself for a long long time, haven't moved out from my comfort zone to really do something for myself for a long long time. All these while, unfortunate things happened to me and the family but none of these got me stronger. they just left me feeling weak, numb and helpless. While sharing these thoughts with Eileen just now durng our chillout session at Dempsey, we somehow came to the conclusion that I should proceed with my solo trip to Aussie after all. On the surface, it may seem a little loserish to embark on such a trip alone, but i think its time i do something for myself just this once. To put aside everything and to take on the sole responsibility of taking care of myself, to depend on oneself (and God, said Eileen). hm.. still contemplating. It would be fun, and something to look back upon when i grow old.
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